I'm Back!

Hey, it's Lynn. I have not blogged on here since October 10th. I had basically gave up on the idea of blogging about it and over the holidays I also gave up on losing weight. A few months after the holidays, I decided to start trying again, but would give up after a day or two and it's been the same 'ol story all over again. I'm going to the beach in July with my kids for the first time and I'm too fat to wear a bathing suit or get those cute, family, beach pictures that everybody always gets at the beach. Warmer weather is here and I hardly have anything I can fit into. I've joined a gym and have been going on a pretty regular basis. I need to keep it up and challenge myself even more while I'm there, but my biggest problem is my diet. I love to eat. I love food. I feel like an addict. I think about it all the time, I eat stuff in secret because I'm embarrassed that I'm eating so much. I eat when I'm not hungry, just to for the sake of eating, whether it be to satisfy a craving, boredom, or eating a normal meal even though I'm not hungry due to excessive snacking throughout the day.

I've made a menu plan for the week. I like fresh starts in the beginning of the week, I don't know why, I just do. So, I'm going to give the weight loss another go. I'm going to keep doing this until I lose weight, so I might as well just do it right already, so I can be done with this yo-yo crap.

I'm going to start blogging about this journey on a regular basis. Mondays will be weight in days. Tomorrow, I'm going to blog about my plan, specific goals, how I'm hoping to achieve those goals, etc. I'm going to start from the beginning again.

I'm tired of being fat. So, here's to hoping that I finally lose the weight.

Lynn